​Envisioning
What we had planned to be
The greatest time of our lives—
PANG.
Unforgiving tears
Incessant, a
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   i
     v
        e
            r
Like the Colorado—
OW.
ithurtsithurtsithurts
Tearing through
idleness.
There will be no laughter
no smiles
no eyes
no kisses
no hands
no nothing that can compare
to that proposed time
I have not your privilege of
n        m                         t
     o             a            i            y
                            d
I shall not be distracted from the—
PANG.
  from the—
PANG.
        from the pain.